Do you?
0 Adorable | Sunday, June 16, 2013 2:25 AM
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Do you have a lot of friends? Me? I don't know if I have a lot. I do have friends but they're scattered, most got their own groups and we just happened to create a new one. I do not actually know how to put this case. I'm often seen as strict, mean, and blunt. I'm blunt, yes but I'm not mean. My face just says so, most probably the reason why people are awkward with me. But one point I have in my life which makes people awkward with me is that I see things in a different kind of way. And most of the people that I've met/not met that are like me are from the social networking sites that I've been on, a quarter of it would be from my other friends who, like I said, are scattered. I actually don't know who to point out as my best friend/s. I've got, let's say up to 10 but we don't hang out much anymore. My university friends are fine but we're more of like acquaintances, why? Because I just don't belong there. I know there's a reason why I ended up in Engineering but really, there's more to what is in-demand and high-salary courses. In every work, I want my passion to be in there, that what I'm doing should be what I want. Most of the time, I can't relate to what they say. And I'm stuck with a friend who happens to be hanging on to her high school friends and I just want to break free and make friends (if possible) with my other classmates. I don't know if it's just me in the world who's experiencing the same situation as this but really, I want to make more friends. It's just that their minds are way different than me (not that I'm saying I'm wiser or more intelligent), I think more mature than them. Also they see me as a rich kid even though I'm not, I've already told them about it a lot of times and I just- I really feel depressed. I hope I can find more friends in the future. I wonder where, I wonder when. Are you having the same thing like mine too? What did you do? Have a nice day or maybe, good night. Labels: thoughts  My favorite food. Hihi. [picture not mine] I kind of lost my muse. I need to get my inspiration first before I continue writing the latest chapter of my fan fiction. This really happens most of the time. Sobs. Labels: lost muse, thoughts, writing
Thoughts of a graduating student;
First things first, you buy the ticket, give the ticket, then you sit to where you feel you're comfortable at, put on the safety harness, and finally, enjoy the ride. For others, the ride might not be enjoyable, others may feel like puking, or others will begin screaming from the top of their lungs, or maybe, some rode it without worrying anything, or maybe some prepared themselves first- gained their courage and took the ride with all their might.
In the end, all the people who rode the roller coaster have the same statement on their minds “What a thrilling ride!” And it’ll be the same statement that we’ll say by the day our high school life ends.
Yes, a roller coaster ride and high school life? Pretty much the same, I say.
I know the fact that once we’ve finished our four years in high school, we’re facing our future. I know that one day in our lives being high school students, we’re going to say good-byes to each other, we’re going to reminisce on memories that we built during the past few years- may it be bad or good, it’s still worth it to remember. I know the fact that one day, we’ll all be wearing again, white togas and graduation caps, singing some sad but inspiring songs, and set foot on the stage making some silly poses holding the proof of our hard work for all the years we spent in school. However, this is far different as to what we have experienced in our elementary years, since this is high school, after all.
High school taught me a lot of different things, gave me a lot of memories, and filled me with joy and happiness. However, being a graduating student for me was rather unexpected (or perhaps it isn’t). Even though I knew all those facts, I never knew that we still have to go through the woozy-causing-spiral ventures and that before we feel at ease, we have to scream first.
Being a graduating student, one should prepare on exercising his hand by writing different essays, lots of notes; gear up his mind for the memorization of all the formula, for the writing of research projects; he should also ooze confidence, for the defense of his research and finally, set a new body clock for a new sleeping schedule.
And being a graduating student, I’ve experienced all of those. There have been moments where I screamed because of too much frustration, moments where I didn’t really care about how I look, and moments where I’d rather choose sleep than eat food. I admit, it may be hard, annoying, irritating, but in the end, I’ve come to realize that I’m going to miss all of those. That I’m forever grateful to all those people who became part of my life.
The roller coaster ride might be hard, might be giddy for some, or may be horrible but in the end, it’s enjoyable, worth it, and fantastic. And the roller coaster that I rode? That’s got to be that best and the most thrilling of all.
A/N: Made when I was still in high school, obviously. *wink wink*
I prefer people not knowing my real name. I just find it ridiculous because I don't like my own name, or at least, most of us think that way. I prefer you not knowing the name I am known first, although, soon, if we're that close, why not? Maybe we can be friends in twitter then.
I am close enough to the legal age. Which is, I don't know if it's a good thing for me or not. Well, there are a lot of perks if you're 18 but then again, once you're 18 you're expected to be good and matured and all that kinds of shit.
Anyway, I'm a girl with mixed races. I'm an adobo, siew mai, kimchi, paella and sushi (but my surname isn't too compromising lol). I hope you understood it. ;D I've got small eyes, really small eyes. I can speak Korean (sadly, my parents can't hahahaha).
I like coffee, rain, cheese, caramel, chocolates, books, music. I mostly jam to FUN's songs, along with few more Jessie J, Bruno Mars, and Jason Mraz. But most of all, I love KPOP. I've been a fan of it since 2009 which is pretty much shorter compared to others but meh, I've been in this fandom for a long time. I don't think I can go back anymore.
I like writing although I don't have the skills. I've been writing on and off since I was a kid and chooses to retain her abilities in a box. I mostly write simple stories and fanfics, my works (unposted) are kept in me, I don't know if someone ever wants to read it.
Anyway, in this blog, I'll be pretty much using this blog to post my works and thoughts. I hope we get along well. :)
I'll really reveal myself soon. :D
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  I love rain and coffee. I dream a lot. And everything of it will get real. I swear. Let's be friends!
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